Of feelings

How do you channel
the feelings
of love ( and maybe lust )
on the inky nights
you want to be alone
and yet
he refuses to sense
the hidden meanings
of mood swings,
rendering your frustrations
generate the feelings
of being ignored
or ignorance ?

Oh the social norms
to be discreet
about love  about wanting
needing
desiring
him, his touch, his ……

Linked to Sunday Whirl and Monthsof the year Challenge

 

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2014 Writing prompt is live now !

Hello dear readers and fellow bloggers !

The “Month Of the year Writing Prompt” for 2014 is open on the site page.

The rules & FAQ are here –

Come and share different aspects of each month – any form , any theme !! let it be the music that inspired you , or the new dish you learned .. Write !

Link your entries on the newly created page. For any doubts or queries , email me at : nimuegal(at)gmail(dot)com

Some questions from previous years :

12 posts for 12 months okay?
yes ! but I will not mind if the posts are less in number untill you mention all 12 months any how ..

Could be fiction/ non fiction?
yes ! any genre / form :)
I publish the posts on my own blog and send you the link?
exactly !! leave the link in comment section :) i will add them to main post on new page
And I have to write the posts over the month of December?
true .. the posts should all be done by 31st dec 2014
Also , this year I will be giving a gift voucher of Rps 500/- to one blogger who finishes all the months’ posts and is most creative or entertaining !
Good luck !
Have fun 🙂

#Announcing : Months of the year #WritingPrompt 2014

It started in 2010 when I asked people to write / post pictures about the year gone by. the idea was to sum up the year as best as we can and to prepare for the next along with blessings and lessons from the past.

I had to skip it last year as I was on a blog break post wedding phase 😀

But this year , I am all set to write again ( I desperately need a reason ) and of course it will be awesome to read your posts and share some love. Hope to make mew friends , be a part of some old friend’s memories and joys and know a little more of myself too. Come and share different aspects of each month – any form , any theme !! let it be the music that inspired you , or the new dish you learned .. Write !

Link your entries on the new page that I will start on Dec 1.

For any doubts or queries , email me at : nimuegal(at)gmail(dot)com

Some questions from previous years :

12 posts for 12 months okay?
yes ! but I will not mind if the posts are less in number untill you mention all 12 months any how ..

Could be fiction/ non fiction?
yes ! any genre / form :)
I publish the posts on my own blog and send you the link?
exactly !! leave the link in comment section :) i will add them to main post on new page
And I have to write the posts over the month of December?
true .. the posts should all be done by 31st dec 2014

 

check the pages on top of the blog for previous year’s posts.

Into another Jan,we step

Another Jan.
Another year begins.
Another set of goals.
Another sky full of dreams – mine for myself , of loved ones from me , mine for the loved ones.
Another glance back at the paths left behind – some traveled some not.
Another look around at the smiling faces that step into this unknown journey with me – wondering how many will still be there next jan.
Another thankful nod to them and a warm welcome to the new friends.
Another empty notebook on the desk of life.

And I write ….

Watching both ahead and back,
here and there,
around and within,
inside out of my heart
outside held in my palms,
setting a new goal for me
painting a picture of happier me.
asking myself if am alone
finding a hand to securely hold on.
knowing for once,life is good,
keeping faith in music and books.
loving him ,sometimes less that more,
loving self, more than most.

Written for OSI , Month of the year challenge – January

Realizations

Realizations can happen any time , any place about anyone – provided you do not ignore them.

And when they reveal things about you, it can get a little too much sometimes.

The last month has been little stressful for me even when there been moments of great joy too. But all the talking , thinking and worrying at times did leave its mark.

While I can not and do not want to re think over those lines, here’s something I did realize –

Between you and me

I am not always in sync
With the little voice in head
I do not usually deny
It says stuff I leave unsaid.

I recognize the voice as ‘she’
the kind of spirit I am not
And she has a lot to tell me
Whether asked or not to poke.

These days she been telling
I have lost a grip on things
My head is such a mess
No logic, just all feelings.

I am scared of days to come,
And of failing people who care,
I need reassurance now and then
Am not walking alone here.

I demand a lot sometimes,
She keeps sending the warning,
But to question,if am wrong,
to that, she won’t be answering.

I feel so lost, so worthless,
I don’t know what to say or write,
Between you and me, I told her
I think we both are wrong and right.

Help me, I whispered to her,
And she filled my eyes with tears
Let it flow my dear she said,
Selfless love alone can free your fear.

~ Nimue

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Written for Month of year challenge : Nov , Sunday Scribblings , Open Link night

Light(s)

As soon as I read the prompt light(s) , I was flooded with lot of options to write about. And then I thought of ways to light up our life and other’s as well. so here I wrote an acrostic for light –

Love

Inspire

Greet

Help

Team-up

Here’s another beautiful light in my life ( gifted to me on my birthday this october ) :

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And one for the lovely bunch of people , who light my life –

To family for being the light,
that shines in my heart –
and the lovely fireflies
that makes me smile each time.
To the friends that adorn my skies
whether day or darkest hour of night,
and shine in such unseen corners
where nothing seems to fit right.
To the love that keeps me writing
of people , words and images,
of comments so kind and fun
I owe it to you all for keep me loving.

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For Two shoes , Month of year challenge – Oct