I am a firm believer in the fact that some things and events have their own time and way to happen. You try to do things your way , multiple times and even after all the effort , the result are not there . I am not saying that the effort is wasted but just that it is rewarded late. Some times , the reward does not make you as happy as you thought.
My life revolves around my husband Yogesh , books , writing and trying to lose weight. At any point , two of these factors would be giving me some stress or reason to be dissatisfied in life. But in the last three weeks , since I started to let go of the thought that I can control it all but rather have started to ask God ( universe / cosmos ) for making this happen. A dear friend asked me to apply the law of attraction ( from the book , The Secret ) in life, which I must say is not easy at all. I though have started approaching things with a positive frame of mind and hoping favorable results out of the day. It is hard to change my pessimistic wiring so suddenly and my years of forced scepticism to fade ,but in small ways I see the change around me. I started reading and reviewing books again. Being a blogger / poet was my identity online and I am working to re claim it. With the Blogchatter campaign , I am more regular at blogging and have found two wonderful prompts and some cool people to read and follow. I have also decided to compile another poetry e book and self publish it in december- january time.
Overall , the last 3 weeks been very positive , productive and so much full of love and awesomeness. I wish I could thank every person who has made it happen but then I would be unfair to all those who have wished and guided me to this point in life.
So thank you Universe for bringing these kind souls into my life. And for giving me one more chance to be happy and love myself.
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